when i first met you, i dont know how to stop seeing you.
im in love with you, for the first time i saw you walking pass through me.
at that time, you didn't see me. but, i saw you very deeply.

confessing what i felt to you was difficult. but, all i've got was you keep go away from me.

that day, i wish i never leave the town, i wish im at the same school as you again, i wish i can see you everyday everytime i go to school.

and now, i wish i am the lucky woman who is currently with you. but again, that's just an empty hope.

🧠 : apakah kamu sudah merelakannya?
me : merelakannya? dari semenjak kita bertemu, saat aku mulai menyukainya dibangku sekolah, saat dimana perasaan itu mulai datang menghampiri hati kecilku. aku tidak pernah bisa merelakannya menyukai gadis lain.

🧠 : tapi, kamu harus merelakannya. kenapa tidak bisa melupakannya?
me : melupakannya? tidak akan pernah. dia adalah pengisi bangku terhormat di hatiku yang tidak bisa tergantikan oleh siapapun.

i love him, but he dont know about that.

i know that.
our relationship never been real.

i hate the fact that we're back to strangers now.

i'll be your home, so you can come everytime you want.
i'll be your vehicle, so you can run away everytime you cant face it anymore.
i'll be your moodbooster, so i can cheer you up everytime you had a bad day.
i'll be your ears, so you can tell me your stories everytime you want.

siapa yang sering putus nya ga baik baik? pasti alasannya kalo ga putus secara sepihak ya paling diselingkuhin :)

knowing you still with her, it broke my heart.

you gave me a big hole in my chest, baby

seeing you wear her hair tie, makes me think 'oh ok, his hands has a owner'

siapa yang pernah typo, mau nulis baby malah jadi babu😭